Kali ni saja nak cerita kisah dahulu kala untuk makcik sorang . . . . Ehem ehem . . kisahnya bermula apabila saya kenal dengan seorang gadis ini . . Cukuplah IH gelarannya . Dia ni , baik , comel , gengster , tak fikir perasaan orang but dia sangat cool and awesome . . fabulous semua ada . . sebab dia jadi diri dia sendiri . . saya kenal dan jadi bestie dia . . there's a lot of thing we shares . . macam suka makan apa . . biasalah kan zaman dahulu kala . . tapi bila dh baik sangat . . hati jatuh suka . . haha . . . one night , after i saw a movie . . i turn the laptop on . . and NIH green light ! so saya dengan keberanian yang bersisa , saya tegur dia . . mulanya memang takut kena sound ke apa . . . Alhamdulillah she's okay . . setelah beberapa lama kitorang chatting . . saya pun cakap lah saya suka dia . . she's keep in silent . . lama . . . . but then i saw a typing favicon . . and then she said . "okay" . . hurmm . masa tu dah sangat bersyukur sebab dia dah tak marah . . haha . . and she asked my phone number . . hurmm . bagi je lah . . so 1 day before i got to do something important as i can't contact her for a long time . . . she said that . "aku rasa , aku suka kau jugak " . and then . . offline . . . time tu terkedu lah . . .sangat . . then i said also "okay" . . . but we never declare that we are special friends . . . hurmmm . . everyday my trademark is ai aii . . cause there was a day she always mention an ai aiii . . . haha. . sangat comel dan kelakar . . i wait for a holiday sebab saya boleh la nak kenal dia lagi . . rasa seronok kot .. haha .. apelah . . then after three months . . saya text IH , but then no reply ? i text her as i can't count it anymore . . it is too much i thought . . mungkin saya desak dia , rimas agaknya . . but saya tetap tertanya - tanya . . . where's my IH ? one night . . a text comes into my phone. . . i read it. . . saya ulang 20 kali benda tu . . still not believing . . so she was playing with my . . ahhh . takyah cakap lah . . haha . . . then i start to stalk her. . . then , i open her blog . . and guess what . . i saw other boy's name . . hurmm . . so this is it . . time tu kan , perghh . . apalahh aku ni . . so after that . . i say thanks to her . . . to be her friends is compromising act . . i like her so much . . but then i thought . . exam tak lama . . i have to forget her and give my 100% focus to the exam . . and i forgot her at last . It was a hard thing when you keep thinking about someone and try hard to forget them . . . but some positive things comes into my mind . . maybe i'm not her imam . . . .. .
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One more story comes after it . . . masa saya training debat . . ada orang selalu sebut . . gulung dia ni lah yang sebabkan SMAPK kalah ptr . . haha . . but then takde minat nak kenal . . untill one day . . i asked naqibah who's her ? i got a link . . fikir 5-6 kali jugak lah nak add . . after a month maybe , i reopen the conversation and click the link and . .done add ! . After that terus saya tegur dia pasal debat . . .lepas tu . . saya dapat tahu yang dia ni blogger. . . it reminds me to IH ., lagipun blogger is me lah . . . then i ask her to teach me about blogging . . yes , you are special . . sebab . . sabar , walaupun rimas tetap sabar , jujur . . . and i created a new blog . . nak tahu sejarah blog tu ? it exists because of MY MAKCIK . . saya ulang banyak kali kot dengar lagu blog tu sampai adik , kakak semua pandai menyanyi . . haha pebende lah kan . . . then i do read almost all of your post . . yes , one thing i found that , you are being yourself and i like it . . even makcik saya ni taklah bebarapa lawa , but i like her . seriously they are right . . perasaan bukan daripada benda lain . it is a GIFT . . .so i do like you . . sampailah ada yang nak tahu sangat kenapa kita marah dia sangat . . haih . dengar lagu ni tak ? cemburu tanda cinta marah tandanya sayang ~~~ lalalaa . . lebih kurang camtu la . . dah kemudian . . awak tahu . . so cam ~ haih spoil plan nak mencintaimu dalam diam . . . pehlamak ayat . amekaw --' .. saya bukan nak propose ke apa pun . . just . . haihh . tak payah tahu . . hahahahaha . . but saya tahu . . jika saya seorang teman lelaki kepada awak , saya tak boleh bawa syurga kepada awak . . sebab seorang lelaki terbaik takkan boleh bawa awak ke syurga . . but the best imam do . . saya simpanla jugak cita cita nak jadi imam tu . . tapi saya kena belajar dulu . . nanti saya banyak duit . saya boleh bagi makmum saya makan , anak - anak saya makan supaya diorang comel dan pandai macam ayah diorang . . i have to forget this feeling for a while . . but i will come back with if Allah allow me to do so . . So pray for me . . tak penting kalau my makcik don't like me . . but no one can't stop me to love . . haha . ayat . . but i really want my makcik be a solehah muslimat . . tinggal kan dosa dan jaga maruah . . . senyum selalu . senyum awak manis . . and teruskan kepailangan awak . . mulakan hari dengan senyuman . . jadilah peremmpuan di dalam balang kaca . . terletak di puncak gunung . . yang mana yang terpilih sahaja yang dapat mencapai balang kaca lalu membukanya . . .sentiasa melihat perkara yang baikm dan yang buruk jadikan sempadan . . buat bekalan kita . . develop yourself to be a great daie . . remember , bukan doktor , peguam , jurutera yang masuk syurga . . but taqwa . . it is everything . . je aime my teacher . ..
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